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Drama continues.

Okay so I mentioned a while back about some drama that 12 years have has been going on and that was what about a month or so ago? Guess what? Its still GOING ON. Holy geezes man >:| this person is such a drama queen and I'm on the edge of just saying 'screw you'. As a recap what happen is that she threw a fit over some ridiculous things and here-say and some other shit I totally just let it go through one ear and out the other. It not only destroyed the friendship we had it totally just rocked the hole RP we we're in cause she was all ' If I can't have my way, you ain't talking to my characters >| ' Blah Blah Blah. Now cause she still can't get her way she decided to become more self centered and be all ' I'm not doing anything until you call me'. Okay. Has ANYONE looked at the LD rates on cell phoneS? >| They rape you out the ass. If LD calling wasn't a big deal, I would be calling everyone. I won't even call people outside my own city cause its HORRIBLE rates.

So she wants me to spend $75 or so to be bitch at from her for an hour ontop of the $25 I've been spending in txts cause its cheaper to do that then fricken call her. BUT she isn't satisfied with the txts. Are you fricken kidding me? This whole thing was ridiculous to set off on and she thinks shes that important to spend hundreds of dollars on. PFT. And then she tries to act like this isn't any of her fault. Really? :| I mean... I feel like I'm trying to compromise with a five year old that keeps stomping around until it gets its way.

So the other day after a while of not txting her, I decide to just send a generalize txt to see how she was doing and ALL HELL breaks loose again. I didn't EVEN do anything. I just txted to ask if she was sleeping and she's acting as if someone pissed in her cheerios >_>;. Then by the end of her bitching and cursing I got' don't txt or call me'. and I'm all ' wtf o_o? ' Cause I didn't do anything I was just trying to have a general conversation and it gets into 'this person said that' and that person said that' and this person is fighting your battles' and swearing and some other stuff.

So in the end I'm like 'Are you srs? >:|' cause I'm already over this. I am fine if she wants to be friends again and actually get some rp done cause she decided to bring all this drama into the RP and screw with our characters relationship >:|. But the way she has been acting, there is no wonder why I said no. Who would want to be with a person like that? and its come to the pint where I don't know if I did anything wrong anymore he's just just being bitchy cause I said no.

People need to grow up nowadays u_u; Like I said, I remember going through this drama when I was 12. I'm 21. I'm so over this shit :| can't have normal conversations with anyone anymore without being bitched at .

Anyways, I'm happy that I may be getting a new cell phone~ YEY :D


I am at least making an effort that is affordable for me and try to work out the situation. When I explain how much money it would cost she's all ' Pft. Your lost'. EXcuse me? What are you? Some piece of gold :| What am I exactly losing? Someone who's just going to bitch at me 24.7 just cause this other person said something and it true. Like really? REALLY? Fricken Drama queen :|

ಠ_ಠ .. Srsly people

ಠ_ಠ

What.The.Fuck.Man.

.....

WHERE IS EVERYONE?

First you have people complaining about no one being on so when you do come on the people who were complaining aren't on ಠಠ.. Don't complain if you're not going to be on yourself. Geeze. Then you have others complaining about having n one to RP with but those same people either aren't in the mood when you want to rp with them or single only certain people out so you're sitting there all 'wtf' ಠ__ಠ...Urgh. Its like I missed the total message of RP going underage and I'm dealing with children. Minus the fact , I know people get busy. I understand this. I'm talking about doing it constantly. Or they'lll complain when they're on so when you go to  fix the compliant they brush you off. Like.. 'wtf man ' ಠ_ಠ

GHEY. ಠnಠ

Anyways in the progress of the other Drama going on. I don't think its ever going to be fixed because the half that started it is too stubborn to actually say' Well this is half my fault too cause I can't let shit go BLEH ' soo.. It's going to be a loong wait. She actually wanted me to call her cause you know..nowadays munny grows on trees and I can do such a thing 
ಠ_ಠ. I did what I could and said my peace through text cause I'm not going to give an arm and a leg up just to be bitched at over the phone cause she can't get her way. That ain't happening. And now I find out she's telling people who are mine friends and hers to stop talking to me cause SHES mad at me. ARE you serious? ಠ_ಠ What is this? Grade 2? Not only has she drag other people into this affair, ruined the RP relationships over it, push blame on others but now she's  trying to  tell other  people what to do cause she's unhappy? Are you fucking srs? ಠ___ಠ

I feel like  I'm arguing with a child. Wait! I'm not even arguing. I've been wanting to get over this EONS ago but no..doesn't satisfy her so lets continue on with it 
ಠ_ಠ .. Really? What MEMO did I miss ?

And this is mostly her taking a fit cause I said no. There are many reasons why I said it  and more build up every time she does this and she complains how I treat her and ignores the fact I treat everyone the same. However no one has pushed  that far to annoyance to get certain sides out of me.

Oh god trust me it doesn't end
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NEVER!

SPRING

OMG SUUUUUUUUN! These last couple of days have been beautiful and ncie enough to drive witht he windows down cause I have a winter coat on and can't feel the coldness still in the air. :D So beautiful~ And I've been lucky enough that I had Friday and my shift today was short i can enjoy them  :3..However..Tomorrow is going to be a long day uu; 8:30am-5:30pm..Urgh..Takes away the whole idea of a nice day..Stupid set up.

Hopefully, the ground will dry soon :\ and we can take cosplay pictures without sinking through the mud ono. I HAVE to go and fix up my Zexion wig can MTAC is coming up~~~~~~~! If the weather is nice like this it'd so so awesome  C: I can't wait to see all you guys >3<

beautiful day~ -Skips,slip mud- ;o; ....

Owning the Podium

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Canada won GOLD and the OLYMPICS in Vancover, BC 2010  ♥♥♥

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Brits have got the monarchy
The US has the money
But I know that you wanna be Canadian

The French have got the wine and cheese
Koalas chill with the Aussies
But I know that you wanna be Canadian

Et si ce n'était pas assez
On a deux langues officielles:
L'anglais et le français
Ooh la la ~

You can put that blame on me~

LOL

Okay so I guess its not new that the person who started all the YIM drama has no fault in it. Of course. She rather blame everyone else than herself to make herself feel better. So supposelly everything that has been going on is my fault and yea I'll accept it if it ends it all. I oddly don't care cause I am an adult and am not five years old to be complaining about drama. Am I affect by this? No. Not really. I don't need other people behind me on it either because supposedly her idea was to turn them against me anyways. And then she has the right to blame Chris and other people for her own drama. Alittle annoying and selfish, no? Of course cause she's perfect and the other two she talks to are just perfect so she'll side with them before anyone else. If they say something its like holy power or something. Doesn't bother me. In the end I'll be the better person.


So getting over that, Chats have been going on for  P: POP I have spoken to people \o/ thee communication is alive \o\.. xD Once everyone gets back in the groove and feels their characters again we'll be back in no time >n>. Though I think everyone should be proud that they have been in an RP for 10 years and still kicking! Don't we all feel old D: ?

- Kaz

Longest update in the WORLD


Alot of shit has been going on lately, so that's probably why the things I was going to do have not been done yet.  :|

.....So we'll go through this in Months:

December:


Aaa...The Month that has Christmas in it.

It was planned to bring Pathogen: People of the Paranormal back into reality and continue on for the tenth year running ( YEY ♥'s you all ). But with some complications of mine and others and some busy stuff for the month like exams or some off the block thing, it is still on haitus. Yes, I know.. OMG a very long haitus. Its never been gone for so long and I miss it TT_TT but ! I promise we hope to be back up and running soon...Yea I know it already January :| don't give me that look.

Also in December I was running quite busy in my full time graphic design and part time retail job because Christmas was getting closer and you know how busy it can be in retail around Christmas  @_@ so I have some other things on my plate. Plus some Other RPG Drama from a YIM Kingdom Hearts RPG which always flew off the handle. So, Taking the censor bar off P:POP did not happen this month u_u;. I'm sorry.

January:

First, HAPPY late New year. 

Second my plans to get a new and faster PC to make those P:POP videos that I promised kinda got lit up in flames as the money I was planning to buy the computer with was from my Graphics job and I got told that the company had ran out of fundings for our section and they layed everyone off. So no, the  P:POP videos are ALSO stuck in Haitus because may computer gets jammie when I tried to open a Adobe program @@; . So..I'll try to keep up to date on those...

Third some more YIM RPG drama. Like srsly :| ... This Drama has been going on since LAST Feburary and its back..It's like  Hemorrhoids; you get rid of it and it just keeps coming back. And the drama is over one small thing which for some odd reason when it was between TWO players it got out  to the whole group for no apparent reason. It has made people miserable and uninterested in the RP because everyone was tired of it. They didn't want to hear it but they kept getting told about it. Even though I was the other player it was between, it was driving me insane. I've gotten to the point where I don't know what to do or want to do. I've spoke around and by word is that it may be better just to get whole new people and start a new KH RP. But I don't want to, I like the people I RP with I 'm just sick of the whiney drama or the hear-say that has been going about.

I feel like I'm RPing with children. I have no idea where I missed the memo that RP was changing. You know, you play in  an RP for ten years (P:POP) and get some spats now and then but as adults is all pushed aside and everyone still plays together. I've been in this KH RP for four years now and for a year that drama has lingered. Its like a dark looming cloud >_> and I wonder how much longer its going to be there. It doesn't even make RP fun anymore. I remember RP when it use to be fun and everyone just went with the flow. Now this drama come sup and now ther eis 'rules'.

WTF rules are there in an open-source RPG? Unless you can find me documents of these 'rules' then there are none. Yes, I know RPG journals have rules.. They do that to keep the members on the same page. BUt Instant messengers don't have rules. You odn't enter an RP on a emssenger and be all ' what are the rules?' cause you know what? People will just look at you as a NOOB and be all ' THERE ARE NONE.' Unless you have a group that goes all ooc and set rules for an instant messenger RPG than its open source. Anything goes. Anything flies. Don't complain :|

And who the hell wants to play by the rules? You want na open rp so there's room for new development and your not restricted to a bubble and babysat. I believe this is why P:POP has ran so long because it is a very open RPG and there isn't just one plot. Its a main plot with branches of smaller plots that either belong to one of the 100 or so characters or a group of them that meet the main plot up in the end. Its never saying that you can't add to it cause without other sources the RP would be boring and stuckon one simple line. Thats like knowing at the end of every movie YOU know the good guys  are going to win. >:|

NOW that I got that off my chest of the stupid rule thing that was half of my problem the other is a question to those willing to answer. Is it so bad for someone to joke around verbally-sexual with a friend with no physical contact ? Lets say your muse was friend being to be good friends with another and jabbed at them now and then by making a sexual comment or lure but there was no meaning behind it ? Just fun and games for some entertainment? Let me add that the muse being jabbed at has the right to say stop or he doesn't like it and the person saying the sexual comment would.  I can't see that being wrong.  And this is part of the other side of the drama. Its affecting my and the other player OOC but the other one wants to make it both unsatisfying and bring the problem to others attention than bring it IC to ruin the mood of RP.

Urgh.. If you haven't noticed alot has been going on and all I want to do sicne Feburary was just drop it and move on with life and enjoy the RP but for some reason its like deja vu.

February:

In good and future news, I am looking for another design job in my field and I got promoted to Senior Sales/ Key holder in my Retail job. -pose-  but it only tempory cause if I do find something in my career than  I won;t have the time to be doing managment hours and the stores okay with that. Right now, I am getting payed a dollar more and alot of hours, so it makes me happy as I search C: . I  HOPEhopehope -fingers crossed- I can ge tin contact with some people and really get the plot build up for P:POP and maybe it'll get my mind off the YIM drama and back into some mature RP. u_u

Thats it ~ for another three months

- Kazzie xoxoxoxo

The Update

Sorry o_o I've been really busy with being lazy to post :D

 So..Works been good we're supposely moving the place around so I don't think we're moving and my second job I only care about the money for :| seriously its like extra income >3>;

P:POP -

I forgot to mention this awhile ago but the seaosn has been put on Hiatus becasue I know some people lost their internet or are starting to get alittle busy in their last year of school and stuff. So updates for the season should be around soon once I find someone online to speak to and update things.

Unofrtunately the Season 7 Trailer, the Cast video  and the 2010 video  will be taking alittle longer because myy computer needs life support and Adobe kills it everytime I open the stupid program. I am either buying a whole new tower with more Memory or just buying some more RAM and until I stop being so cheap the videos are being put to the side  -fail- I know D: !

I think thats is most things o_O..

Yea.

:D

 YOU ALL SUCK

NANANANANANA!

FAN EXPO!

-dies and goes back to work- uu;

PAY DAY/ Mircale DAY and work

Just one of of the weekly PAY DAYS YEEEEEEEEEEEEY e_e;

Than........

PAY DAY TOMORROW AGAIN! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY :D !

-cough-

Anyways, going to DQ for lunch today for Mirc ale day  and sponsor sick kids hospital , than enjoy it, than go back to owrk. IT's going to be a long day for me T_T. I have work 9-5 { PAY DAY *_*} than at my second job I  work 6:30-9:30 uu; Just watch I'll work with like Yvonne or something just to make my night shitty D:.. Oh well. PAY DAY tomorrow for that job. WHOO!~

Things have been really happening much..Just been working and shit and luckily I won't have to go back to school \o\ /o/ ...Though..I`ll make a ppearences cause my jobs great like that and I don`t have to go everyday. This is just Deadline week so  everyones been pulling there weight.....Mostly Devan cause he`s programming the shit ..but we all have our part.

--RP World-

._.

Shits been happening.

Yea thats it.  xD